So, I should be putting the finishing touches on my history essay but I decided to waste time. I'm utterly exhausted as I did not sleep until five am this morning working on said history paper, Vanessa came and picked me up at four thirty and I finally got to get some sleep. I haven't slept alone since June 10th, I've only slept at my apartment three times and still don't own a bed to put in it (that will be changed tonight at nine pm). So I love Vanessa. It freaks me out to no end, but I'm actually in love with her. Not some bull shitty thing that I had with Elena or any of that, I'm happy doing the most mundane things with Nessa and just waking up next to her makes my day better. We've been seeing each other for three months off and on, but singly for about a month now, she turns twenty two this month and this time next year will be working on her masters degree somewhere thats not Davis. That worries me. I don't see us breaking up by then, and I don't want that to be the end of us... we haven't talked about it yet, but I know she's as worried as I am about it. Well... I don't know what else to write, I'm wiped out, drank too much this weekend I guess had a party with the kids from the Bay area, played mixed drink pong and hung out with my room mate who's a really cool guy. Classes are going better, I think I know where I want to go with my major but the idea of focusing on International Law is daunting, that means that after my bachelors I go to law school, and after law school I get a phd on top of my jd, terrifying. Minimum 6 years after my 4 here... we'll see where I go with that... still have a long time....
Still need a job.